Yes it happens again

I have choose not to update my blogs for various reasons.One I am lazy, second there is basically nothing worth mentioning.

For quick updates, my sister is getting married this Sunday. Therefore, I am busy. I had KKB reunion a week ago. I getting my license.

But today I am compelled. Have you heard the news? They're accusing Anwar again in sodomizing. Yes talk about being so uncreative. Hello? It might work 11 years ago where people are stupid and even the word gays or homo is being whispered. Now? Are they frankly stupid? I can't believe all these cronies in government stoop again so low.They're almost like pig.Ooops they're lower than pigs. Pigs are even more honorable.

You know I was walking in a shopping mall recently in Melaka , and you know what I saw? A lesbian couple kissing each other. Yeap I'm sure this quite a norm sight in Malaysia nowadays. So now that they're accusing Anwar have they ever thought that before accusing and capturing that guy they should actually catch all those Malays homos. The operative word is Malay because I frankly don't give a damn if its Chinese,Indian or White because their religion is not Islam.

So yes if there's Reformasi, I will join it. Why not? I am old enough to know what's right and wrong. Come let's get this country clean. I'm sick of it.Old politics can go to hell.

Twinkle twinkle little star

Ah tonight is the last night in united states. Nad,oya and awatip is sleeping over at my place tonight.It's nice for them to accompany us on the last night.

Let's see what happens tomorrow.I hope I shall not cry too much because I'll be wearing make up.Therefore,can't ruin it.

On a side note, my cousin Rin who is younger than me by a few years is already married yesterday! OMFG. I mean I definitely remember her as always being quiet and of course younger than me lah. Now that I heard she's married suddenly there this rush like oh yes I have to get married as well but the problem is I don't have any good potential candidate at all. I guess I am so much into enjoying my bachelorette life that I forgot can't live like that for my whole life. Well anyway, goodnight people and enjoy my second most favorite painting.

A birthday and a farewell

Today Raihan is going back earlier than most of us. It's not fair she's going back early because now I am writing a post specially for her.

Raihan is quite an eccentric person. Always with random habits that sometimes makes people exasperated when dealing with her. Sure that I do sometimes bitch about her and always wonder lah why guys are always fascinated by her. But, above all she was my group partner for 1 year and a half. Together for 4 years doing homework and project and all that. I love her very dearly. I will miss you very much and in fact I am already missing you. It was fun yesterday watching the soccer practice with you and running around doing errand for Sonic birthday.Glad that I was able to spend a little bit of time* tear in the eyes* with you.

The second part of the post, is dedicated to my lovely friend,Sonic. It is her birthday today.Yippee she's 22 this year. We've been through rough and easy times together. Could always count on her on being a wonderful confidante. It was the second time I was able to celebrate her birthday since you know lah I always went home in May. I hope yesterday celebration was good enough. So there you go, a birthday and a farewell.All in the same day.

of little bits

dancing is consuming time. very tired.lucky that I don't play soccer as well.or else I am going to end up with bruise and not enough sleep.

people are privatizing blog. oh well. I don't need to do that because then blogging lose its point and I better off writing my diary only.

Moving and strawberry picking

Basically, my batch is known for not waking up before lunch. In fact it is impossible for us to do so.I,myself sleep for 14 hours averagely on holidays and weekends. On monday we all wake up super early like at 8 to ship our stuff.

The guys had way too much stuff, but again they're the one who's loading everything so I have no complaint whatsoever. Plus, it was fun being with them. While waiting for the stuff to be done loading we were in the parking lot having fun. Aus,Joe,Sofi and Lan was on the trolley like having race mcm orang kurang upaya. It was such a funny sight and they didn't realized there were police at the end of the parking lot and they were racing like mad!

I too was guilty of charged along with Raihan joining with the fun. I guess I had too much excitement and my asthma got really bad and I couldn't join them for lunch after that :(

The next day again , we achieved the super impossible feat.Waking up early so we can go strawberry picking at 9 am. My mom was against me going strawberry picking because it could be strenuous.Worry not mom! I was ready with inhaler just in case something goes wrong.

I have to say lah,for such a short driving, 15-30 minutes to the farm we were such a riot. There were like 6 cars,all seniors. The waiting process was longer than the drive and we were like planning mcm road trip.So melampau.

The strawberry farm itself was a disappointment. I thought the strawberries should be more luscious and a lot. But nooo, the strawberries were all distorted and only a little.I had the hardest time filling up my basket. Yes this is the cue, I shouldn't dream jadi farmers!

On the other hand the pictures turn out great which I love it.The guys was also so semangat joining in. Most of us coincidentally wore pink that day.Must be because we all want to match with strawberries.

Ah yes...commencement

After a long dilly dallying, posting pictures about commencement and all the occasions that happened.We had the most wonderful, touching and very enjoyable farewell party from our lovely sophomores. We felt most undeserving from having such treatment because we think that we haven't been that very good of senior towards you guys. To think you guys go to such great lengths by having special card personally delivered to each of us, treating us like stars on that night and gived great tokens. The consideration of giving us things that we like such as free bubble tea and vandy tshirt is much appreciated.

The next day was the most awaited day of all our hard work 4 years. But it's funny that thinking that after waiting for it, it was such a sweet and short ceremony.It befits us I guess.It wasn't formal or cumbersome. We cheered and congratulated each other.While waiting for the degree to be awarded everything kind of flash back from the first moment till now.

I was sorry my family couldn't be here.But it's all good. There's us.

In each occasions, we all cried except the commencement itself.The graduation dinner, we all karaokes to the Vitamic C song and cried.As a batch we never paraded ourselves of being close and have that spirit of batch.We all do our own stuff and on a rare occasion we get together. But this past week, we were so close. Going to strawberry picking,lunch together, and even watch movie in Joe's home. I am definitely going to miss things like this.

Oh how far have we come along.

out of breath

Okay, I know I have this condition since I was a baby but heck I haven't had asthma for the past year which makes me forget for a moment how annoying it could be.

It turns you into practically hopeless being,you absolutely can't do anything because at the slightest work you just run out of breath and need to sit down. Even sleeping is a hassle because you can't breathe in a certain position.

It's definitely one of things that I certainly don't wish on people.I wish my kids won't inherit this gene but it is highly unlikely because every single of my family have it.

Aaaa definitely annoying! Okay I should and go buy my inhaler since I just realized it is already expired.

Longing for these days

I know I should be sleeping because I am going to pick up my commencement regalia tomorrow.But heck, my favorite current thing to do right now is reading food blogs.I spend hours and hours going through each single post.I know it's crazy right?

But I come to reading Rasa Malaysia and she posted an article on times on food and suddenly there this picture. Do you know what it is? It's basically like yong tau foo except we dip it in really hot sauce. *Sometimes kan I do wonder why do Malaysian people eat hot boiling stuff when it is already freaking hot in Malaysia*

Oh I missed my convent days,where my girls and I rushed to the canteen just so we could be the first one dipping. We stand there basically for almost the whole recess,chatting away with how boring is the class and what we're doing after school. Giddily talking about boys and being snotty with each other.

And after school if we have to stay back, we went to Baba and Nyonya for food or this cafe by the Sungai Melaka,idly eating its cucumber egg sandwich enjoying the boats that go in and out of the port.

Yes what a good time being convent girls. I am definitely sending my girls to convent!If my husband is against single sex education,well too bad! I come from a long line of believer in single sex conventry education.

which one?

I have been following the democratic nomination diligently.Until to this very last moment it is still unclear who will won. Republican candidate is so boring.Old white guy who is from military background.blegh..Haven't they figured out yet that people from that background doesn't work anymore. Look at Bush.

White-Checked
Old- Checked
Military(He served in Vietnam) -Checked

Results- Caused two wars that could be avoided*Iraq- False report,no nuclear weapon in sight*,Afghanistan-yeah who knows this bin Laden guy exists or not.Multiply US debts to trillions.Caused US to be the laughing stock of every single nation in the world.

Darn it!Bush did a damn good job.

Oh well now, the US have a chance to redeem themselves. If they choose the white guy again, it's true then...white people never change..

If I could vote, I'll choose Hillary Clinton.Why? Because from the first moment I read her biography she totally earns my respect.

Obama sure lah whisper the wind of change being the first black and all that....but I still think Clinton deserve it a little bit more...

They both exceptionally good candidates. In Malaysia politic it has been such a loooooong time since anyway with such charisma appear in the arena.Oh well I haven't been going to speeches or read text speeches so I could be wrong.

I am patiently waiting for another round of voting and by that time I could vote. We'll see how far the changes the opposition has done so far.

Can't it be simpler?

Sometimes I do wish I live in a cotton candy world,where everything is fluffy and white.

People tap on their hat while walking, and I'm wearing a fluffy gown like Alice in Wonderland.

I wish there are no misunderstanding,there are no pains and cries.

Unfortunately,I don't live on that world. I accept that.Sometimes I do wistfully thinking about it.

Life can't all be cherry all the time.

In regret

Death is always hard.

My brother mother-in-law passed away this morning.

I found out before I went to Chinese exam...so I blocked it

When it's over and I'm walking by the University Club I almost cry in the middle of the road.Just because the arwah was a wonderful person.

I feel very regretful I didn't visit her.

I should have.

Please sedekahkan Al-Fatihah.

Final class

Today is my final day of class in college.Oh wow. It doesn't feel that way because I have millions things due later.

I am going to miss my classmates and college.

I've been updating way too much

One of my friends posted a bulletin at Friendster about a complaint about University Malaysia Sabah( International Campus) . She condemned the person who file a complaint about the university saying how ungrateful is that person for not being grateful about the chance of at least getting into a public university when countless of other is denied(Point 1 taken). And finally my friend degraded that person by saying the person who complaint must be loser that fail to get into foreign university*gasp!* You can read bout the complaint here.

Oh my god! In the first place everybody has to have access to a good quality education. If that person feels what's provided is not enough then he or she certainly have the rights to complaint. Honestly when was the last time you heard that Malaysia education is the best?Except from propaganda from government? Yeah I don't think so either.

I think most Malaysia just refused to open their mind at all.Every criticism has to be taken personally. I think this sort of attitude drives us backward. Haish.....racism in Malaysia is also not getting better.Now recently with pig farm and all that...

I was discussing with Sonic over delicious Korean meal, that Malay in Malaysia need to accept that there are ppl who eat pig. If Hindus can accept we eat beef who is actually a sacred animal in Hindu religion and their god as well then why can't we accept chinese eat pig? It's just a freaking animal anyway.

Revenge best served cold?

Well it's funny how seeing this article about a spouse posting a youtube video saying things about her husband. Generally I find it funny. The method maybe a little bit uncivilized and perhaps she's also a gold digger but I think that hey,if you can evict your spouse from home just like that then perhaps you do deserved a little bit of embarrassments.

My sister lousy stupid fat-ass ex-husband cheat on her. Of course I am in no way saintly like my mother that just said "It's alright. God have it's way of returning the favor". I am planning to go to the wedding (he's getting married to the girl he cheat my sister) silently and return the favor. I am also planning to stealthily go to the office of the girl(she works as a PR for Bank Muamalat) and I dunno leave some flyer she's the reason of a divorce. Yes that's my great plans.* Talking about bank muamalat while googling for the girl, I found out that she entertains her client at Zouk!whoops. is this the way an Islam bank would operate.Imagine spending the money you save at there buying drinks*

Of course revenge is a terrible thing and sometimes it is best served cold. *I am serving it cold after 2 years*. But if revenge gets you moved on, by all means do it. Just don't be too consumed with the rage.

Anyway,call me conservative or whatever. I despise people who cheats.

hahaha

hahahaha. I just had a good time laughing about it.

I'm just fucking pissed off

Incoherent mumblings

I get massive headache from staring at my computer doing aspen.


Okay just wanna let people know that. Back running doing work while listening to Bee Gees.

Aaaaah I'm craving for some orange sorbet ice cream that munchie mart have. Somebody pleaseee get it for me?

p/s: On second thought maybe I shouldn't post my flowsheet. Somebody might copy it. My fellow chem eng mates don't do that!*Inclusive my american friends if you google me *Anyway the flow sheet still x complete pun. Ade a bunch of things I need to add

Tudung saji

I really enjoy this documentary...Double meaning sits well



p/s: Melayu FC won the final intramural!

Current obsession

Well I wish I can tell my current obsession is a bag but noooo...I don't follow what the it bag anymore because seriously it's not like I can afford all that* yes that a big fat lie! I still want it,only my sensibility prevail than going overboard*

Anyhow, my current obsession is Rockband. It seriously the most addictive game ever.I mean I could just play 6 hours straight if
not thinking I still have my quiz to study.I end up with a sore finger and ache everywhere in my body. It's basically fun because you are playing with a group of people. There's drum,2 guitar and a mic. I sing horribly and often make up my own lyrics as I go but who cares? * senyap fiqa and sonic!* Well the games is basically trying to play flawlessy to all these rock song and gathering as much fans and money you can to unlock places.

Every night lah boleh kate we play this game. Now we can even listen to all these rock kapak songs. How rock kapak? I can hear sonic playing this song repeatedly since last night. I can even say I memorized the Rolling Stone song, " Gimme Shelter".Yes that's how addicted we got.

Well usually Haziq and Reza don't join us but last night was an exception. Our main singer, Fiqa * I use her iphone to capture these picture.uuuuu* is on rest. I too usually play the bass together with fiqa jadi groupie that night.

Oh well, I am going to play rockband again in just a few minutes.hehehe.Adieu!

Yes I am out!

Yes it seems the mood in the blog is uplifting.People are ready to turn a new leaves and I am soo glad for that! It is depressing okay to read all these emo post.

Most of us have blogged for years realized that we can't be undermined with all these anonymous comments that somehow intentionally makes us argue. Hello? If you really want to express your opinion speak up write your name and claim the responsibilities. Don't be a freaking coward. We're all fairly rational people around here. We can accept others' opinions even if it not to our flavor.

Enough about that, intramural is here again and it seems that the guys are performing so well. I try to go as often as I could if I am not distracted by rockband and of course real life.

Weather is surprising*literally*. Forecast say it will rain however it doesn't and it just makes me so confuse planning my days and clothes around it. Nashville! please make up your mind.

I like go on standing there in the field watching guys around*winking* and wearing my shades and enjoying the breeze. It feels sooo good!

The other day, when I was walking back from group meeting I had this sudden rush of alah I feel so sad suddenly and I just thought okay time to go buy some ice cream and satisfy my craving. I thought that if I didn't get to eat my ice cream I might cry any minute.Must be some random pms thingy. I feel good now.


p/s: Dollah wear my jersey that I never wear! I think I might as well give it to him.