2006年4月22日星期六

singapore and me




I just realized one thing, that this blog skin doesn't work in mozilla, my font that is supposedly white turn into black and there's nothing i can do. i realized this because i checked my blog using firefox and it all screws up and when i check using windows,hell everything is fine. so i'm sorry for people using firefox because there's nothing i can do. I am not a tech savvy in this html crap thing. in mozilla you need to have apple plug in which i have no idea why they're spefically need that. it's not that i hate apple and firefox but you see i am drama dl and the place that i dl only accept IE and switching to mozilla has been really crappy but they say firefox is good so i guess i'll just have to stick with it. The song playing right now is called kau aura ku by ada band that is already disbanded long time ago. It's a nice song isn't it? Basically i am not sure what it mean but who care it sounds nice and it always about love anyway. well class is ending and in a way i am glad. seniors are graduating and a new year begins. I am going to miss weda and seri especially weda. They both have been very good to me and with their almost maniacally drive for shopping which always fascinates me. I always like seeing their stuff and suddenly i remembered being back at home where both of my sister is like that and so is my auntie. I miss auntie sarah. She always have gorgeous wardrobe and i learn to appreciate perfume from her. I like all those french perfume that is always in dainty bottle where you have to squeeze the nozzle that shaped like round thing. That is french perfume style before come coco chanel with the simple bottle. My first perfume was when i was 7 years old. Auntie Sarah gave me versace red jeans and during that time,it just come out. i remember we went to orchard in marks and spencer and there counter of perfume over there.Aunt sarah works in the times at raffles over looking at raffles port. see that pic? we can actually look at that from auntie sarah's office.We went out together during lunch with my sister. I was petite and had to tiptoe to smell the perfume.Aunt Sarah bent down and wave the perfume at me and i instantly fell in love with.She bought it for me,the exact same bottle that i bought 10 years after that. I still have the old bottle laying somewhere in my closet at home. Sometimes when i have time, to do things slowly while i inhale those sweet smelling fragrant of jasmine, vanilla, musk,sandalwood and lily.I remebered the time that i spent each school break in singapore.walking at esplanade*see right* when it was much more than teen gathering and then having dinner at my uncle restaurant beside beach. During the morning since my aunt live in ang mo kio and after that in pasir ris was very close to the beach, in the weekend we went and play at the beach and there were always a few guy who know my aunt would pat my head and sometimes carried me over their shoulder. It was such a fun thing to do. I always look forward to go to singapore. Yeah i have a lot memory of singapore than malaysia. That is only because my parents love going back to singapore.It is the place they grow up in the 50's until early 80's.Actually i have no recollection of malaysia when i was a kid. My family did not do much travelling in malaysia and the only place i've been outside malacca,kl and n9 is penang. Weird isn't it? Most of my favorite food is authentic singapore taste with a blend of indo. I don't like malaysia style of cooking actually.hahaha. and well i was never much favor kelantan way of making delicacies.I'm sorry but i prefer the way singaporean do it. Not my fault. i know malay singaporean are stuck up but much about all their bad ethic on malaysia their food is simply irrestible. look at the picture. *i'm drooling* arab street have most of this food and they are so cheap! omg i am oggling at food. how disgusting is that.Did you see that big mooncake on the second pic? and roti john in the first pic? and laksa johor at the last pic? Yummy. Well anyway i love singapore for it foods and shopping and the friendly people over there. They're friendly maybe because they think i am singaporean too. Heck singaporean have this slang that is different from how the malay people in malaysia speak. But anyhow i am still proud of the fact that i am malaysian and i get most benefit being that .Look at me ,i am goverment sponsored and that is very difficult to get in other country. Much as i love my sporean counter parts i realized working for the spore company is bad and their politics is just plain baadddddddddddd!

2006年4月20日星期四

just some lousy rants

okay i know that i am supposed to be studying for my final lab and do some chem eng hw that is just too boring for me to do that . shuck no wonder my results is awful. hehe but doesn't matter that now. well as you might know that i have a philo paper to write and it is 'bout love. Can you love someone without understanding them? Does it takes that realization to love someone? That you can love to an extend that you no longer have to understand but just fully accepted them. now i can understand if i am supposed to relate this to aristotle's nichomachean ethics but my task is to relate this topic with aldo leopald that is a very much naturalist and humanist i supposed. Well that guy is talking about nature,animal and human right in enviroment and somehow someway i am supposed to relate that to the topic of love without understanding.It is going to be one hell interesting paper as i am trying to make a connection and analyse it. Ooh well i am on the same path too . I don't understand the guy that i am having crush on. He is just different. I'm starting to figuring out what kind of person is him from people's perspective. You see he isn't that talkative. Just talkative with a few people and that's fine with me. he is like an experiment you know. You observe and stated the results and you do your own conclusion. By the time maybe i will be disenchated with him but till then i will be having fun trying to solve this amazing complicated and intriguing puzzle that is spread in front of me.okay i know i am ranting like mad without providing pictures. but that is just how i am. i remember my english teacher that used to comment my essay is i have too many things to say in one paragraph. in short i do not know how to keep things short. ooh well till then.......

2006年4月16日星期日

centennial park


yeah we went to centennial park yesterday.sonic wants to memorise her japanese speech and it is just to depressing to stay in home so we went out.it's pretty nice. pretty much i sleep the whole time while weda was watching korean drama using my laptop.it's a windy afternoon and it's so great. That is the tree that i was sleeping under. we put up a blanket and bought starbucks for each of us. I got grande moccha frappucino,weda passion tea and sonic got blueberry green tea. There were dogs chasing arounds and people bringing their kids around to enjoy spring and some people just want to read newspaper on a bench.After I woke up i proceed to take more pictures since that is my job since fishing days. Well that is me, sonic and weda with weda taking the pictures. See how close each of us lying ,that is because the blanket is small. Sonic you should buy another blanket but then weda is graduating..... You must be wondering why the garden is name centennial. Well there is a reason. That is because there is a greek replica of a building that contains the same exact in size of greek artifacts. The Nike status and the twelve gods of greek.I went there before.It was boring since you can't take picture that well because the size is too big and you can't the whole thing because then you'lll lose the details and i love details. After that we packed and went home and before that Yas called saying that her friend is not coming to pick her up to go to dancing so we went ahead and pick her up for the corner of borders before we went to have dinner at Ken's sushi.It was delicious.I had a bowl of udon tempura. Then at night the four of us wear sauna mask which is absolutely feel good time. Then we went ahead to shahir's house and karaokeing*this is not a real verb* over there. It was nuts with abot dancing around like mad singing aerosmith's I don't want to close my eyes.