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I think this piece here is a good read .

I think I did the right thing during my college years. I took Chinese, read Plato and various other philosophers, go through great novel of literature such as the Great Gatsby, A River Run Through It, human sexual psychology and economics aside from my technical requirement.

These classes allow the other side of me who borders on what if, to ask question without guilt, that's it's okay if I think in this other way.

I get to chat with people I won't normally chat to knowing their life path would be different than I am.

I remember sitting outside waiting for a calculus class to begin on a rainy Friday afternoon while striking conversation with this two girls waiting for Classic history to begin when we chat about the concert we saw. Suddenly, I have no idea what we're talking about but she come up to me and show her tattoo right at the middle of her breast bone. I was shocked but it was fun all the way because college is about that.

We say hello at the hallway frequently after that.

You see if I stuck to the straight Malaysian student path, I wouldn't meet these people neither learn or read or know these stuff. That is why I so miss the experience of being there.The whole energy.

I went to theater, joined demonstration and get involved.

So, I like America the best although currently with issue of Islam overheating there, I know they will get through it.

Being in the US have taught me so much, open so much possibilities that I couldn't believe that they could not get over this.

Itching for Zara

Can I say I super miss having access to Zara?

I want to get my tops at Zara because they're so nice,cotton and usually have 3/4 sleeves.

That is the only thing I don't like about Malacca and just now I saw my favorite company has opening and I am so itching to apply to it because that means I can be around my store and restaurant..

But that would also mean that I'm gonna have to move back to KL which I am not sure I wanted.

Third party

I love my job. I love what I do.

It is absolutely sick that people would actually call up the other person and spin a tale.

I get heartache thinking about people misunderstanding me. And really you shouldn't send a message like that without investigating anything. Now that you did, everything changes.

I'm not sorry that I did such a fine job and I'm sorry if you're not performing to the par. But do not use me as a cause or reason for what you did.

If you just focus on things that matters, we will all be far better.

Working life sucks because of people behavior and not the job itself.

I shall recitate what the New Earth told me " Do not let it affect you"

Can't believe I found this

Okay I was bored and pathetically I was missing Vandy and off I go opening their website. I remembered couple years ago that a picture of mine landed in the Vandy's website and was curious whether they're still using it.

Guess what? It's still there. Gosh I think this was back in freshman/ sophomore year.

To think it's still there after all these years. Ina and Anas has already gotten married since then.

It's funny..

Nowadays, all I'm doing sitting in my office, looking at spreadsheet and coming up with report and calling suppliers which I'm okay with . It's the politics I hate. I hate getting dragged into it.

I hate being compared and especially being compared to something that's fake. I hate that. I'm sitting in my chair and just remembering these words that if I just concentrating on doing things right,the money and success will come soon.

I like my job and I like what I do.

End of this month, my friends and I will do some hiking and I hope that I'll survive it. I'm no biggie fan of any physical activities. Except for the reason that I love my friends and want to spend time with them, there's nothing else that drives me to do that. Absolutely nothing.

p/s: I just got my very first car and the thought of committed to it scares the hell out of me. I guess I am an adult right now whether I'm liking it or not.

p.p/s: Will do something useful tomorrow instead of rutting at home!

Through the misty road

First, thanks to people who's still reading this blog( you know who you are) . Made me still wants to write.

Do you know what I enjoy the most when I go to work? The drive. I like driving through the woods(behind my house, still an undeveloped land) . It get misty and nice in the morning and I rolled my window while driving very slowly and have a nice song turn on.

It makes me feel better every time ,any day. That's why I love working in Malacca. Because I have the time to do things like these.

I can watch sunrise, driving through my favorite road where rows of old huge trees lining up the street and inkling of sunlight filtered through the leaves.

It's absolutely amazing.

If there's loads of cars, I can just go people watching or building watching.

While I'm at work, I also do people watching and it's fun because even if go to production meetings, I am not expected to say or explain anything further and I can just watching cute guys talking or those cherubic Japanese walking by me. Absolutely fun making them flustered!

I just get sheer joy watching them putting their thoughts into words and I can just sit there and stare at them and like " oh so cute!" Like miniature Ultraman I think.

When I drive back home, I try to get back before it's dark because the clouds behind the hill is amazing. It's like super huge and dark and just calming to me and I get home through the curvy road.

I like taking the long,scenic road. It pleases me that I can do that now,freely.

Even at the huge cost of missing my friends. I guess as much that I like city,I do not like congested city like KL. I do prefer the easier laid back life.

Having that said, I don't think I'll ever move back to KL unless something happened.

I can't seem to put a title on this post.

I've been missing on writing far too long and I am not as articulate with words as I was before.

All I know that I still can't get over this Vandy bubble and you keep missing your friends and everything about it that it can drive you nuts sometimes.

Probably it was the best years of my life.

Work has kept me busy even to stare at computer for even 5 minutes.

I've no idea whether I should keep this blog anymore and who's reading it anyway?