Twinkle twinkle little star

Ah tonight is the last night in united states. Nad,oya and awatip is sleeping over at my place tonight.It's nice for them to accompany us on the last night.

Let's see what happens tomorrow.I hope I shall not cry too much because I'll be wearing make up.Therefore,can't ruin it.

On a side note, my cousin Rin who is younger than me by a few years is already married yesterday! OMFG. I mean I definitely remember her as always being quiet and of course younger than me lah. Now that I heard she's married suddenly there this rush like oh yes I have to get married as well but the problem is I don't have any good potential candidate at all. I guess I am so much into enjoying my bachelorette life that I forgot can't live like that for my whole life. Well anyway, goodnight people and enjoy my second most favorite painting.

A birthday and a farewell

Today Raihan is going back earlier than most of us. It's not fair she's going back early because now I am writing a post specially for her.

Raihan is quite an eccentric person. Always with random habits that sometimes makes people exasperated when dealing with her. Sure that I do sometimes bitch about her and always wonder lah why guys are always fascinated by her. But, above all she was my group partner for 1 year and a half. Together for 4 years doing homework and project and all that. I love her very dearly. I will miss you very much and in fact I am already missing you. It was fun yesterday watching the soccer practice with you and running around doing errand for Sonic birthday.Glad that I was able to spend a little bit of time* tear in the eyes* with you.

The second part of the post, is dedicated to my lovely friend,Sonic. It is her birthday today.Yippee she's 22 this year. We've been through rough and easy times together. Could always count on her on being a wonderful confidante. It was the second time I was able to celebrate her birthday since you know lah I always went home in May. I hope yesterday celebration was good enough. So there you go, a birthday and a farewell.All in the same day.

of little bits

dancing is consuming time. very tired.lucky that I don't play soccer as well.or else I am going to end up with bruise and not enough sleep.

people are privatizing blog. oh well. I don't need to do that because then blogging lose its point and I better off writing my diary only.

Moving and strawberry picking

Basically, my batch is known for not waking up before lunch. In fact it is impossible for us to do so.I,myself sleep for 14 hours averagely on holidays and weekends. On monday we all wake up super early like at 8 to ship our stuff.

The guys had way too much stuff, but again they're the one who's loading everything so I have no complaint whatsoever. Plus, it was fun being with them. While waiting for the stuff to be done loading we were in the parking lot having fun. Aus,Joe,Sofi and Lan was on the trolley like having race mcm orang kurang upaya. It was such a funny sight and they didn't realized there were police at the end of the parking lot and they were racing like mad!

I too was guilty of charged along with Raihan joining with the fun. I guess I had too much excitement and my asthma got really bad and I couldn't join them for lunch after that :(

The next day again , we achieved the super impossible feat.Waking up early so we can go strawberry picking at 9 am. My mom was against me going strawberry picking because it could be strenuous.Worry not mom! I was ready with inhaler just in case something goes wrong.

I have to say lah,for such a short driving, 15-30 minutes to the farm we were such a riot. There were like 6 cars,all seniors. The waiting process was longer than the drive and we were like planning mcm road trip.So melampau.

The strawberry farm itself was a disappointment. I thought the strawberries should be more luscious and a lot. But nooo, the strawberries were all distorted and only a little.I had the hardest time filling up my basket. Yes this is the cue, I shouldn't dream jadi farmers!

On the other hand the pictures turn out great which I love it.The guys was also so semangat joining in. Most of us coincidentally wore pink that day.Must be because we all want to match with strawberries.

Ah yes...commencement

After a long dilly dallying, posting pictures about commencement and all the occasions that happened.We had the most wonderful, touching and very enjoyable farewell party from our lovely sophomores. We felt most undeserving from having such treatment because we think that we haven't been that very good of senior towards you guys. To think you guys go to such great lengths by having special card personally delivered to each of us, treating us like stars on that night and gived great tokens. The consideration of giving us things that we like such as free bubble tea and vandy tshirt is much appreciated.

The next day was the most awaited day of all our hard work 4 years. But it's funny that thinking that after waiting for it, it was such a sweet and short ceremony.It befits us I guess.It wasn't formal or cumbersome. We cheered and congratulated each other.While waiting for the degree to be awarded everything kind of flash back from the first moment till now.

I was sorry my family couldn't be here.But it's all good. There's us.

In each occasions, we all cried except the commencement itself.The graduation dinner, we all karaokes to the Vitamic C song and cried.As a batch we never paraded ourselves of being close and have that spirit of batch.We all do our own stuff and on a rare occasion we get together. But this past week, we were so close. Going to strawberry picking,lunch together, and even watch movie in Joe's home. I am definitely going to miss things like this.

Oh how far have we come along.

out of breath

Okay, I know I have this condition since I was a baby but heck I haven't had asthma for the past year which makes me forget for a moment how annoying it could be.

It turns you into practically hopeless being,you absolutely can't do anything because at the slightest work you just run out of breath and need to sit down. Even sleeping is a hassle because you can't breathe in a certain position.

It's definitely one of things that I certainly don't wish on people.I wish my kids won't inherit this gene but it is highly unlikely because every single of my family have it.

Aaaa definitely annoying! Okay I should and go buy my inhaler since I just realized it is already expired.

Longing for these days

I know I should be sleeping because I am going to pick up my commencement regalia tomorrow.But heck, my favorite current thing to do right now is reading food blogs.I spend hours and hours going through each single post.I know it's crazy right?

But I come to reading Rasa Malaysia and she posted an article on times on food and suddenly there this picture. Do you know what it is? It's basically like yong tau foo except we dip it in really hot sauce. *Sometimes kan I do wonder why do Malaysian people eat hot boiling stuff when it is already freaking hot in Malaysia*

Oh I missed my convent days,where my girls and I rushed to the canteen just so we could be the first one dipping. We stand there basically for almost the whole recess,chatting away with how boring is the class and what we're doing after school. Giddily talking about boys and being snotty with each other.

And after school if we have to stay back, we went to Baba and Nyonya for food or this cafe by the Sungai Melaka,idly eating its cucumber egg sandwich enjoying the boats that go in and out of the port.

Yes what a good time being convent girls. I am definitely sending my girls to convent!If my husband is against single sex education,well too bad! I come from a long line of believer in single sex conventry education.

which one?

I have been following the democratic nomination diligently.Until to this very last moment it is still unclear who will won. Republican candidate is so boring.Old white guy who is from military background.blegh..Haven't they figured out yet that people from that background doesn't work anymore. Look at Bush.

White-Checked
Old- Checked
Military(He served in Vietnam) -Checked

Results- Caused two wars that could be avoided*Iraq- False report,no nuclear weapon in sight*,Afghanistan-yeah who knows this bin Laden guy exists or not.Multiply US debts to trillions.Caused US to be the laughing stock of every single nation in the world.

Darn it!Bush did a damn good job.

Oh well now, the US have a chance to redeem themselves. If they choose the white guy again, it's true then...white people never change..

If I could vote, I'll choose Hillary Clinton.Why? Because from the first moment I read her biography she totally earns my respect.

Obama sure lah whisper the wind of change being the first black and all that....but I still think Clinton deserve it a little bit more...

They both exceptionally good candidates. In Malaysia politic it has been such a loooooong time since anyway with such charisma appear in the arena.Oh well I haven't been going to speeches or read text speeches so I could be wrong.

I am patiently waiting for another round of voting and by that time I could vote. We'll see how far the changes the opposition has done so far.

Can't it be simpler?

Sometimes I do wish I live in a cotton candy world,where everything is fluffy and white.

People tap on their hat while walking, and I'm wearing a fluffy gown like Alice in Wonderland.

I wish there are no misunderstanding,there are no pains and cries.

Unfortunately,I don't live on that world. I accept that.Sometimes I do wistfully thinking about it.

Life can't all be cherry all the time.