never really good at

I don't think I'm good at saying goodbye or changes...

Like seriously..I am missing my old co-workers and my old job so much. I miss my desk, my telephone, my suppliers and everything about it.

If it wasn't for the stupid boss and the stupid rules they practically forced people to follow I wouldn't leave it.

I missed having my favorite colleague just a desk away gossiping about things and do fun stuff with my SAP system.

Even worse, the guy I am replacing in my new job is leaving today and he was so nice and I am so going to be miserable on Monday without him.

It's like a HUGE challenge to re-navigate yourself again in a company. Where you fit at? Can you settle problem?

I got this very high expectation on me and they're all thinking that I can solve the problem or am I the only one feeling this way?

But I know I can't turn back because that is already my comfort zone. I need to get better and just hoping I believe in myself enough that I can make it work.

Oh gosh, I hope I make it through next week.